One man's journey thru depression. It is the story of one and it is the story of many.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Dancing In The Dark?
My wife just got back from our doctor. She went to see him about the problems she’s having with her sinuses.
She said all our doctor wanted to talk about was me. How’s Darrel doing? Is he feeling better? Is his new medication working? Why don’t you send him in?
Oh, by the way, how do you feel Sherry?
I don’t want to be the center of attention. I don’t want to take attention away from my wife’s problems.
I just want to go away somewhere dark and cold.
I have a song by Bruce Springsteen playing over and over again. I’ve changed the words so they fit me…………..I’m soooooooooo tired
I get up in the morning, and I ain’t got nothing to say
I come home in the evening, I go to bed feeling the same way
I ain’t nothing but tired, man I’m just tired and bored with myself
I could use just a little help….
You can’t start a fire...you can’t start a fire without a spark
Message keeps getting cloudy, radio’s on and I’m moving round the place
I check myself in the mirror. I wanna change my clothes my hair my face
Man I ain’t getting nowhere just living in a dump like this
There’s something happening somewhere, I just know that there is
You can’t start a fire...you can’t start a fire without a spark
You sit around getting older… there’s a joke here somewhere and it’s on me
I’ll feel this world on my shoulders and the laughs on me
They say you got to stay hungry. I’m just about starving tonight
I’m dying for some action.
I’m sick of sitting round here trying to write this book
You can’t start a fire...sitting around crying of a broken heart
Am I filled with self-pity?
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