Personal Quote
"It is impossible to explain the pain, anger, and exhaustion a mixed episode causes. It is to be filled with rage, at yourself and others and at the world. It is to have so much angry energy inside that you are sure you will explode. The mind can focus on nothing but death and hate. There is no reason. And there is no escape.
At least during a depressive episode you can escape in sleep, but when mixed there is no way out. There is no outlet for the fire, no way to ignore the pain of being."
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The anger always amazes me. I am always surprised by how much anger I have inside of me. I don't know why or where it comes from, but it can be scary.
ReplyDeleteJamie
ReplyDeleteI know exactly what you're saying. I think anger has been my biggest problem. My anger was directed at myself and the one I loved most in the whole world. How could I love/hate the person that was the center of my life? I don't know: but I did.